Friday, March 27, 2009
@3/27/2009
hello everyone i know it had been ages since my last post...i m always online but just too lazy to post...ai ya now i can say is i m tired of computers at some some times n Mr Goh told me to give up computer till november i somehow promised him by trying but my mum give me some leeway sying every friday would pass me to use den sat studying day den sunday outing day as sunday always go visit my grand parents at kallang n tiong bahru...hee..Anyway i was thinking alot these few days how could i help myself in my results but i cant give myself a suitable answer and always want to avoid the topic...It is always easiler saying than actioning out...i had tried to study, had spoken to a couple of teachers n realise problems in myself though i want to try hard but i must admit my concentration lvl was very weak easily distracted . Even lessons i sometimes daydream which is very very bad...: ) bad example...hahahs...I couldnt find the confidence i had long ago everything is lost...i want the old me for confidence!...i lost everything le...For NPCC...the passion i have in it will never die just that will i be able to commit back for the unit or my future career would all depends on fate... I had always been aiming for something since sec2 from the unit but now i realise i would never get it due to..... hahas...i wouldnt say to wht...i would easily be defeated though...;p...ok...i m lazy to post le...see whn i free den i post again bahs : p
the feeling i have for you would always be intact..i would wait n wait as i think that no matter wht u r always far above me...i would only do any actions once i regain my confidence n the power ... the feeling is true for u... no doubt... Labels: There Are No Accidents : P
